I don’t know how to live this life. I walked into a cathedral to see if they had it right.
But it didn’t feel any different.
The seats are heated but the room is much colder. I’m staring at a statue of Jesus with a gold cross on His shoulder.
That could have fed the poor.
I had to be quiet as I walked through the door, sneaking past the Holy water because I still don’t know what that’s for.
I just sat down in this pew trying to lift up a prayer but my sinful world from outside these walls sat next to me and pulled up a chair.
I can’t escape this.
The room is big and under renovation, I just don’t know how a church can take a vacation.
It seems to me like they are just adding more decorations, but please excuse me if I walk past the box asking for donations…
and I don’t slip any money in.
I’m just tired of these churches telling me of the way that I sin.